The Facebook
6.1.2024 | 5:05pm | Sunday | The Facebook
I haven’t been on facebook for almost a decade… it’s wild and honeslty, i dont miss it, but i’m getting tired of fake AI generated content and maybe i can find human connection of facebook again.
[i could very wrong & delete this app again tomorrow, but hear me out…]
I think I was trying to explore the world via Instagram and get away from everything I’ve ever known.
I didn’t like how every conversation started with sone variation of
“oh yea. I saw on facebook that you …”
“Did you see on facebook that _______ happened?”
“Whassaname on facebook commented on my photo”
Either I wasn’t a fan of society evolving this way or I wasn’t ready for it.
I am a reserved, observant and relatively quiet unless i’m comfortable around you. Even if i am comfortable sometimes it takes me a while up to the environment, other times the stars just align and i’m this energentic outgoing person that i hardly recognize. It’s rare, but i have my moments in certain situations.
I think I have many sides, that I don’t often show to everyone. Maybe at a younger age i would attribute this to shyness or embarrassment thinking certain aspects of me weren’t genuinely me. [for instance we all knew long ago that i was not in fact, “The Real Slim Shady” nor would i ever be a real life “G-Unit Gorilla”]
As I age, I’m beginning to realize that every version of me makes the complete me…
There’s a quiet creative who speaks thru ideas, there’s a “alternative rapper” who probably enjoys singing more than rapping but could spit bars at any given moment [don’t play], theres an awkward introvert who wants to hide from the world and get lost in nature, theres an innovative entreprenuer that would love everyone to support, take interest and care about his products, and then there’s me, all the above.
9 times out of 10 you’ll catch a quiet, reserved, shy individual with a million and one things on his mind. I struggling with keep track of my own thoughts and ideas. Im scatter-brained, hard working and in full pursuit of my ambitious dreams that i fully intend to make real.
I think I completely removed myself from Facebook around 2016 with the idea that I would learn more about myself without the extra critique, dialogue or analyzation from the rest of the world while trying to forge a brand from the mud.
I am proud of who I have grown into, I accept the many aspects of my being that make me, me. The sides of me that you might not always see is starting to closely resemble the sides of me that i do show.
I don’t feel like i have to fake it, i don’t feel the need to hide things, i don’t think i have the world figured out, i dont think i will ever have the world figured out, becauae every time i thiught i had the world figured out, the world humbled me to show me, i know nothing about the world. It’s not my duty to figure out the world, i am here to love unconditionally, serve others and make my dreams as real as i envision in my head and share it with the community, the world can figure itself out.
I look forward to reconnect with the world, friends and family on Facebook once again. I hope you are kind, open hearted, curious and welcoming.
Hello,
my name is Rudy Javier Cruz
I am 36 years old from Waukesha, Wisconsin. I am the son of Rodolfo & Rosalva. I am a godfather to the sweetest, most caring and thoughtful girl in the world. I have no clue how i became the “cool” uncle to the coolest nephews anyone could ask for.
I work for Coca-Cola Monday to Friday, I provide safe rides to the best passengers on the weekends via uber and lyft and every single day of my life I chase my dreams to the best of my ability.
Step by step
I’m trying to build something major for the community that made me who I am.
Fuck wit meeeeeeeee